I'm about ready to snap

Having computer probs. Probably need to call Dell customer service. Don't know what could be the problem. Haven't downloaded anything in ages. Uninstalled Kazaa ages ago. Been running daily virus scans and getting no problems.

In any other case, I've really been having to weed down who I can really call a friend anymore and who I can't. I am really goddamned fucking sick and tired of the people who I think I can trust, and then they go and stab me in the back and act like I don't exist. I do all that I can, I bend over backwards for others, I am the best friend I can try to be to others and this is all I get?! I feel like I am surrounded by a bunch of selfish people who just take advantage of me, and I'm tired of taking this shit and feeling like a doormat.

So unless you've stabbed me in the back or blown me off for some trivial thing in the past....FUCK YOU ALL. SERIOUSLY. FUCK ALL OF YOU.


If anyone is even remotely worried about me, you have my phone number. I'm too upset and frustrated with anything and everything to really care anymore.



And to end it all...I really don't want to go on this blind date tonight.

dammit

Shannon called. She was worried. She saw my last post and got worried.

She doesn't know why Lori's being this way, either.

In any case, she told Peter that I'm cancelling on the blind date tonight and we're having a girls night in, which means ice cream pizza, al-kee-hol and dishing on how vile men are. And we might have some voodoo fun and play with the Ouija board. (It's fun to act like we're still in eight grade sometimes.)

To anyone I might have pissed off, sorry. But still....QUIT FUCKING BLOWING ME OFF OR TORTURING ME AND MAYBE I WON'T BE SUCH A PISSY BITCH!! Or you'll get yours.

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I'm taking time off from my LiveJournal for a while. I don't know how long. This thing fucking drives me nuts.







Who knows when I'll be back? Maybe when I have a life.


Off to Shannon's.