oh lord

A friend of mine (Shannon) just set me up on a blind date with some guy named Peter.

I've never been on a blind date before. But I guess I just accepted it because I'm so damn desperate. Marc "the friend" hasn't called me back since, Rob just wants to get in my pants and others just want to go on as if I didn't exist.

WHY DIDN'T I JUST SAY "NO"?!

*edited later: Okay...talked to this guy briefly on the phone. (He called rather late.) Peter seems okay, I just don't like the idea of a blind date, that's all. I don't know what Shannon told him about me. I don't know if he thinks I'm going to be easy (because I'm not).

But I don't know what's wrong with me. I say I'm single and looking, and then I get set up on a blind date and I hate the idea and want to run screaming into the night. I don't get it.

what about your friends?

Everytime I talk to Dan online anymore, he always wants to know "how are things?" as if he's concerned with how things are going for me. Like he cares. He's too concerned to plan his wedding for next year, but all of a sudden, now that he told me he's getting married, he's talking to me a hell of a lot more than he used to. Whatever.

Haven't heard one word from Justice since she moved. Hell, I didn't even get a call back from her after I left her the message that I couldn't go to her goodboy party.

And I get the feeling that a certain someone is avoiding me. Coward.

I don't understand people sometimes.



In other news...September 25th, I should be coming back to cast.