Great. Just great. I hate my life.
Aug. 24th, 2004 01:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hollybrookeMarc called. He cancelled. Ooh, and here's why. His ex-girlfriend called and wants to get together with him and he thinks that's a little more important than jumping into something new.
I really fucking hate men right now. This is the SAME exact thing that happened to me a whole fucking MONTH ago. WHY does no one want to give me a chance?!
It doesn't bother me so much with Marc, because I barely knew him. But considering that this has happened to me TWICE in the same MONTH is a little more than I care to handle right now. I did NOTHING but think about this guy for the last year--no, MORE than a year--and be as good of a friend as I could be, and that's the thanks that I get. So maybe I'm just not meant to love and be loved in return. That's all I've ever wanted. I'm ready to just give up. And I know no one really cares to hear about this shit, but I've had it.
I really fucking hate men right now. This is the SAME exact thing that happened to me a whole fucking MONTH ago. WHY does no one want to give me a chance?!
It doesn't bother me so much with Marc, because I barely knew him. But considering that this has happened to me TWICE in the same MONTH is a little more than I care to handle right now. I did NOTHING but think about this guy for the last year--no, MORE than a year--and be as good of a friend as I could be, and that's the thanks that I get. So maybe I'm just not meant to love and be loved in return. That's all I've ever wanted. I'm ready to just give up. And I know no one really cares to hear about this shit, but I've had it.
