This diva needs her stage
May. 10th, 2009 10:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hollybrookeSo. :) For anyone who saw it, the "big thing" I've been alluding to for the last month was my, ahem, "triumphant return to the Rocky Horror stage," dressed up in a poofy slutty wedding dress-getup and writhing around in "ecstacy" a la Madonna at the 1984 MTV VMAs. This had been planned for a while, and I had a blast doing it. I hadn't done ANYTHING with a Rocky Horror cast since I left the Pink Invaders, and that was about three years ago. I really, REALLY wish I had pics of how it turned out, but I felt like a fool asking Mom to take a picture of me dressed up like that, and I think Kevin had a hard time taking his eyes off me to operate a camera. ;)
Like I said, this had been planned for a while. May 9th was a date that I had pulled out of the air because it gave me ample time to prepare the costume and get ready. I did NOT anticipate Zero and Kristen's wedding being the same damn night. All of the cast members last night were still dressed in the clothes from their stupid wedding theme, half of the cast members were drunk from the reception, and of course he spent his time avoiding me, but that's fine because I spent my time by Kevin's side and wouldn't really want to cross his path. But anyway, since I'm on LiveJournal and not even sure if I want to cross-post this to my MySpace page (bah, not like he reads anyway!), I'm going to take my pot-shots at it. "Victorian sweat-punk" or whatever the hell the theme was....*rolls eyes* What kind of a theme is that? The cast members looked like they were dressed for those old-timey Western photos that you can get taken at Six Flags, and Zero had some fucking huge top hat on that made him look like a more-pompous version of the Mad Hatter. But you know, whatever floats their boat. I heard that they got married at the Art Theater. Where do I even start with that one?! It's like, "Let's take vows of marriage in front of the Rocky Horror Gods!" I want to roll around laughing over how seriously that'll be taken. But you know, whatever. To each his own. They're hitched now, it'll be her funeral, I don't know what she could see in an asshole like him, and I sincerely hope she realizes that he must really love her because he hurt me not once but TWICE just for her sake: "Fuck Holly, I'll just flirt with her like nuts and talk a bunch of shit just so she can make me feel better about myself. It's not like I really care about her feelings anyway.....why the hell isn't Holly talking to me anymore?! She's such a psycho bitch. Everything out of her mouth is just so negative, I wish she'd just get over it. I can't be bothered to listen to her problems or offer to help her out with them like a good friend would. And now she won't talk to me. Why is she avoiding me? Fuck her."
Yeah, that pretty much sums up all of the venting I needed to do about him and that whole situation. And you know what? I'm over it. It's a shame I had to put up with it and wasted my time pining for him as long as I did because I've been friends with Kevin for way longer than I was with him, and there were opportunities for us before that I never really took advantage of. Kevin's always been a way better friend. He's a perfect gentleman, and he's very considerate, and he would never treat me like crap or mess with my head.
But you know....if my presence at Rocky Horror in a Madonna-wedding dress ruined his big day some, then I've done my job. Karly would be proud of me. ;) (I'm so evil!)
As for some of the other questions that I was asked Saturday night/way early Sunday morning....especially the comment Fester made: "So....does this mean what I think it means?" .....I'm still debating it. I'd love to, but I don't have that kind of energy anymore. I wouldn't be opposed to performing maybe once a month, but I still really have to think about it.
Like I said, this had been planned for a while. May 9th was a date that I had pulled out of the air because it gave me ample time to prepare the costume and get ready. I did NOT anticipate Zero and Kristen's wedding being the same damn night. All of the cast members last night were still dressed in the clothes from their stupid wedding theme, half of the cast members were drunk from the reception, and of course he spent his time avoiding me, but that's fine because I spent my time by Kevin's side and wouldn't really want to cross his path. But anyway, since I'm on LiveJournal and not even sure if I want to cross-post this to my MySpace page (bah, not like he reads anyway!), I'm going to take my pot-shots at it. "Victorian sweat-punk" or whatever the hell the theme was....*rolls eyes* What kind of a theme is that? The cast members looked like they were dressed for those old-timey Western photos that you can get taken at Six Flags, and Zero had some fucking huge top hat on that made him look like a more-pompous version of the Mad Hatter. But you know, whatever floats their boat. I heard that they got married at the Art Theater. Where do I even start with that one?! It's like, "Let's take vows of marriage in front of the Rocky Horror Gods!" I want to roll around laughing over how seriously that'll be taken. But you know, whatever. To each his own. They're hitched now, it'll be her funeral, I don't know what she could see in an asshole like him, and I sincerely hope she realizes that he must really love her because he hurt me not once but TWICE just for her sake: "Fuck Holly, I'll just flirt with her like nuts and talk a bunch of shit just so she can make me feel better about myself. It's not like I really care about her feelings anyway.....why the hell isn't Holly talking to me anymore?! She's such a psycho bitch. Everything out of her mouth is just so negative, I wish she'd just get over it. I can't be bothered to listen to her problems or offer to help her out with them like a good friend would. And now she won't talk to me. Why is she avoiding me? Fuck her."
Yeah, that pretty much sums up all of the venting I needed to do about him and that whole situation. And you know what? I'm over it. It's a shame I had to put up with it and wasted my time pining for him as long as I did because I've been friends with Kevin for way longer than I was with him, and there were opportunities for us before that I never really took advantage of. Kevin's always been a way better friend. He's a perfect gentleman, and he's very considerate, and he would never treat me like crap or mess with my head.
But you know....if my presence at Rocky Horror in a Madonna-wedding dress ruined his big day some, then I've done my job. Karly would be proud of me. ;) (I'm so evil!)
As for some of the other questions that I was asked Saturday night/way early Sunday morning....especially the comment Fester made: "So....does this mean what I think it means?" .....I'm still debating it. I'd love to, but I don't have that kind of energy anymore. I wouldn't be opposed to performing maybe once a month, but I still really have to think about it.
