I have a miserable soul
May. 14th, 2006 12:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hollybrookeThings can't possibly get any better for me. I know I shouldn't complain, I know I'm not in the place to complain, but I feel like I have no one to consult with on the matter that'll take my side on it.
I get back in cast, & already I want to quit again, for good. I feel like the Rocky Horror spirit has been crushed in me, & it's not going to get any better. I feel like Zero of all people is just rubbing salt in my wound, & maybe I should just get out before I get mean. I mean, do we really need three Janets? I could just be the biggest bitch in the world & keep it all to myself what's really eating me.
Last thing I want is to get involved in any cast drama. I've already pretty much lost a friend due to cast drama. (The biggest let-down of my life & the biggest waste of time.)
Why the hell did I even get involved?
This just downright sucks. It really does.
I get back in cast, & already I want to quit again, for good. I feel like the Rocky Horror spirit has been crushed in me, & it's not going to get any better. I feel like Zero of all people is just rubbing salt in my wound, & maybe I should just get out before I get mean. I mean, do we really need three Janets? I could just be the biggest bitch in the world & keep it all to myself what's really eating me.
Last thing I want is to get involved in any cast drama. I've already pretty much lost a friend due to cast drama. (The biggest let-down of my life & the biggest waste of time.)
Why the hell did I even get involved?
This just downright sucks. It really does.
