First of all...in the Rocky Horror spirit, and because Fester had it on his blog, I'm helping spread the word about the remake. If you hate the idea of a Rocky Horror remake as much as I do, sign the petition:
Stop The Rocky Horror Remake!
Second of all...okay, this is probably going to sound very immature. It hurts when you have a rift/falling out with someone who used to be your friend, and friends that you shared before take their side. I know I said that Top 8 positions don't really matter with me; hell, I don't care where I am on someone's list, but sometimes, MySpace choices say a lot. I don't know why I even bother with MySpace; it's just so juvenile and immature. This is just another reason why I chose not to rejoin cast.
And as I'm typing this out right now...yeah, I realize how immature I'm sounding, but IT STILL HURTS!! It hurts because I really did enjoy being in cast, and this whole ordeal just ruined it for me. All it would take to end this is a simple apology from him, face to face, but he more than likely doesn't think he did anything wrong. I hate when people can't admit that they might have screwed up or wronged someone (like Mom, for example) and just can't apologize.
Kevin has been to the first few shows for "Help Me Mommy", and you know, that's fine with me (as long as certain individuals don't start bad-mouthing me because "Oh, Holly's lost her spirit, she's blowing us off, we're not good enough for her anymore," blah blah blah. I cam imagine all the smack that's being said about me in my absence. I'm a paranoid bitch like that.) Kevin's got friends that he's still on good terms with in the new-ish cast, especially Fester. And I know he's telling me all of the fun stuff that happens to try to get me to at least come out to a show and have fun like I did before. But I told him it's going to be a while before I cave and just decide to go. It wasn't so bad to go see Midnight Madness a few months ago, but this is different because there are friends of mine in the new-ish cast and probably think I just need to get over it, and yeah, I know I do, but it's HARD. It's just hard for me to let go of a grudge...especially when they gave you the shaft for an ex-girlfriend not once, but twice, and called you a "fucking psycho bitch" in the end.
Stop The Rocky Horror Remake!
Second of all...okay, this is probably going to sound very immature. It hurts when you have a rift/falling out with someone who used to be your friend, and friends that you shared before take their side. I know I said that Top 8 positions don't really matter with me; hell, I don't care where I am on someone's list, but sometimes, MySpace choices say a lot. I don't know why I even bother with MySpace; it's just so juvenile and immature. This is just another reason why I chose not to rejoin cast.
And as I'm typing this out right now...yeah, I realize how immature I'm sounding, but IT STILL HURTS!! It hurts because I really did enjoy being in cast, and this whole ordeal just ruined it for me. All it would take to end this is a simple apology from him, face to face, but he more than likely doesn't think he did anything wrong. I hate when people can't admit that they might have screwed up or wronged someone (like Mom, for example) and just can't apologize.
Kevin has been to the first few shows for "Help Me Mommy", and you know, that's fine with me (as long as certain individuals don't start bad-mouthing me because "Oh, Holly's lost her spirit, she's blowing us off, we're not good enough for her anymore," blah blah blah. I cam imagine all the smack that's being said about me in my absence. I'm a paranoid bitch like that.) Kevin's got friends that he's still on good terms with in the new-ish cast, especially Fester. And I know he's telling me all of the fun stuff that happens to try to get me to at least come out to a show and have fun like I did before. But I told him it's going to be a while before I cave and just decide to go. It wasn't so bad to go see Midnight Madness a few months ago, but this is different because there are friends of mine in the new-ish cast and probably think I just need to get over it, and yeah, I know I do, but it's HARD. It's just hard for me to let go of a grudge...especially when they gave you the shaft for an ex-girlfriend not once, but twice, and called you a "fucking psycho bitch" in the end.