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And frankly, they had it coming.
Oct. 2nd, 2006
regarding what happened this weekend...
Oct. 2nd, 2006 03:00 pmI probably should've just stayed home instead of going to see Rocky. But you know...what's done is done. If Zero wants to be an immature asshole, let him. I'm a firm believer in karma, and he'll get his. I've been trying to cut my ties with him anyway because he's just not a very good friend, and that's the bottom line, so I can't get too angry or aggravated about it.
Here's the deal, and I am going to be very vocal about it now since he doesn't subscribe to my LJ or my MySpace anymore, and it's not like I'm saying anything mean about him behind his back to make him look bad...and if I do make him look bad, oh well, this is just the truth of the matter. He and I flirted like nuts, we fooled around at the NY con, then he gave me the shaft a week later for Kristen. I got mad, didn't talk to him for a good few months after that, then he tries to make amends and things were okay for a while. Then he starts up with the flirting again, we fooled around again, then shortly after, he hooks back up with Kristen AGAIN. How the hell am I supposed to feel? Like I'm just some substitute warm-body for him to cuddle and fool around with to make him feel better about himself? I felt like I was used Friends do NOT treat each other like that. And to add insult to injury, Kristen joined cast, and the two of them make out and feel each other up at every given opportunity. And once again, how am I supposed to feel? He alienated his friends and blew off social events himself for the sake of his girlfriend, so who the hell does he think he is to point his finger at me for my lack of socialization when I have priorities like work/school/homelife demanding my attention? And then the whole stupid MySpace post that had him firing his guns at TR, Fester and me. What the hell was that all about? You know, I don't make my MySpace my life. He wonders why people abandon him--he drives people away, that's what. He brings all of this shit on himself. Frankly, I got tired of it. I got tired of him jacking me around and now he wants to act like he did nothing wrong, and he wants to call me a crazy psycho bitch? Fine them. Go ahead. Let him. If I'm a crazy psycho bitch, he's the bastard spawn of Satan. And I am glad I quit cast so I don't have to deal with all of this stupid drama anymore. I'm glad the theater is going to be closing soon. It's time for all of us to grow up. One of these days, he'll mouth off to the wrong person and he'll get his, I'm sure of it.
And that's all I'm going to say about it. On the drive home from the theater, I just felt so much...lighter, actually. Like a huge burden had been lifted from my shoulders. Nothing had been resolved with him, but now I feel that since my ties with him have been cut, I don't have to worry about him bothering me anymore.
Here's the deal, and I am going to be very vocal about it now since he doesn't subscribe to my LJ or my MySpace anymore, and it's not like I'm saying anything mean about him behind his back to make him look bad...and if I do make him look bad, oh well, this is just the truth of the matter. He and I flirted like nuts, we fooled around at the NY con, then he gave me the shaft a week later for Kristen. I got mad, didn't talk to him for a good few months after that, then he tries to make amends and things were okay for a while. Then he starts up with the flirting again, we fooled around again, then shortly after, he hooks back up with Kristen AGAIN. How the hell am I supposed to feel? Like I'm just some substitute warm-body for him to cuddle and fool around with to make him feel better about himself? I felt like I was used Friends do NOT treat each other like that. And to add insult to injury, Kristen joined cast, and the two of them make out and feel each other up at every given opportunity. And once again, how am I supposed to feel? He alienated his friends and blew off social events himself for the sake of his girlfriend, so who the hell does he think he is to point his finger at me for my lack of socialization when I have priorities like work/school/homelife demanding my attention? And then the whole stupid MySpace post that had him firing his guns at TR, Fester and me. What the hell was that all about? You know, I don't make my MySpace my life. He wonders why people abandon him--he drives people away, that's what. He brings all of this shit on himself. Frankly, I got tired of it. I got tired of him jacking me around and now he wants to act like he did nothing wrong, and he wants to call me a crazy psycho bitch? Fine them. Go ahead. Let him. If I'm a crazy psycho bitch, he's the bastard spawn of Satan. And I am glad I quit cast so I don't have to deal with all of this stupid drama anymore. I'm glad the theater is going to be closing soon. It's time for all of us to grow up. One of these days, he'll mouth off to the wrong person and he'll get his, I'm sure of it.
And that's all I'm going to say about it. On the drive home from the theater, I just felt so much...lighter, actually. Like a huge burden had been lifted from my shoulders. Nothing had been resolved with him, but now I feel that since my ties with him have been cut, I don't have to worry about him bothering me anymore.
