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hollybrookeIt seems like I keep repeating, "Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse..." doesn't it? Chester never showed up to play Brad this week, and so...SHAWN filled in. I was naturally freaked out. It's just, I know I've been practicing, but I'm still not perfect, and I was more worried about how picky he'd be during the performance. Amazingly, it went fine.
You know, I've discovered something about myself this weekend. There are just some people whose personalities will rub me the wrong way. That, and I have also discovered that I can be quite a jealous little bitch when provoked the tiniest bit. I will not name names (I just don't like bringing friends into personal situations), but an aquaintance of mine whom I hadn't seen in ages started putting the moves on one of my guy friends, and...I don't know what came over me, but I really shouldn't have been thinking the way I was (something along the lines of "Keep your hands off of him, you damn clingy bitch!") if I just thought of him as "just a friend." So now I'm utterly confused. Why the hell was I thinking that way? I mean, he's just a friend. Why am I letting it bother me? I just couldn't believe I would be feeling that mean and spiteful about it; that's not very typical of me. What the hell is WRONG with me?!
Tomorrow I work from 3 to 7 at B&BW. Tuesday, I work from 11 to 7 at Spencer's. Today was another long work day. At least the pace was slower and relaxed at B&BW. That damn mall just does something to you, I swear to God.
Tomorrow after work, I'm getting together with Justice and Tina to exchange Christmas gifts. Coolness!
I should be off to bed. After Rocky and the Christmas/"Go Away Wally" party last night (I'm gonna miss him. It's too bad I only got to perform with him as Frank once.), I only got maybe three hours of sleep. Then I had to be up and at the mall by nine for work. And such is my life.
**fin**
You know, I've discovered something about myself this weekend. There are just some people whose personalities will rub me the wrong way. That, and I have also discovered that I can be quite a jealous little bitch when provoked the tiniest bit. I will not name names (I just don't like bringing friends into personal situations), but an aquaintance of mine whom I hadn't seen in ages started putting the moves on one of my guy friends, and...I don't know what came over me, but I really shouldn't have been thinking the way I was (something along the lines of "Keep your hands off of him, you damn clingy bitch!") if I just thought of him as "just a friend." So now I'm utterly confused. Why the hell was I thinking that way? I mean, he's just a friend. Why am I letting it bother me? I just couldn't believe I would be feeling that mean and spiteful about it; that's not very typical of me. What the hell is WRONG with me?!
Tomorrow I work from 3 to 7 at B&BW. Tuesday, I work from 11 to 7 at Spencer's. Today was another long work day. At least the pace was slower and relaxed at B&BW. That damn mall just does something to you, I swear to God.
Tomorrow after work, I'm getting together with Justice and Tina to exchange Christmas gifts. Coolness!
I should be off to bed. After Rocky and the Christmas/"Go Away Wally" party last night (I'm gonna miss him. It's too bad I only got to perform with him as Frank once.), I only got maybe three hours of sleep. Then I had to be up and at the mall by nine for work. And such is my life.
**fin**
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Date: 2003-12-23 09:11 pm (UTC)