bad news, folks
Jan. 30th, 2004 11:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hollybrookeLooks like I don't have much of a choice. I'm going to have to quit cast after all.
My parents just don't like me going out every weekend to the "same goddamned thing" and "who knows what's going on there." So as long as I'm living under their roof, as since my bank account is pretty low at the moment (I had to pay that damn insurance, which really drained me), I really don't have much of a choice. Yes, I know it sucks, but at the moment, I think getting a steady full-time job and getting some income is a little more important that Rocky Horror.
My goal is to still get myself a new car and get moved out by August. August seems like it leaves me a good amount of time to secure a steady job, get some health insurance and grow up a little more. Frankly, here's how I see it. I'm 23 years old. I'm tired of being treated like a kid, I'm tired of my job taking advantage of me (I'm sorry, but my boss can be a flake at times) and I'm ready for a major change to happen pronto.
I called up Zero last night after I got home from work. I got his voice mail, so I just left a message, pretty much apologizing. I have no evil names I want to call him, because there's no reason for that. I'm trying to be an adult about this. All I want to do is just smooth things over there and forget anything bad ever happened. I don't understand why I'm so hung up over this, though. I should just forget it, just drop it, but I feel bad about it. I feel bad about a slap on the arm, for the love of God. I'M SORRY! Sheesh, what do I have to do to get back in his good graces?
My parents just don't like me going out every weekend to the "same goddamned thing" and "who knows what's going on there." So as long as I'm living under their roof, as since my bank account is pretty low at the moment (I had to pay that damn insurance, which really drained me), I really don't have much of a choice. Yes, I know it sucks, but at the moment, I think getting a steady full-time job and getting some income is a little more important that Rocky Horror.
My goal is to still get myself a new car and get moved out by August. August seems like it leaves me a good amount of time to secure a steady job, get some health insurance and grow up a little more. Frankly, here's how I see it. I'm 23 years old. I'm tired of being treated like a kid, I'm tired of my job taking advantage of me (I'm sorry, but my boss can be a flake at times) and I'm ready for a major change to happen pronto.
I called up Zero last night after I got home from work. I got his voice mail, so I just left a message, pretty much apologizing. I have no evil names I want to call him, because there's no reason for that. I'm trying to be an adult about this. All I want to do is just smooth things over there and forget anything bad ever happened. I don't understand why I'm so hung up over this, though. I should just forget it, just drop it, but I feel bad about it. I feel bad about a slap on the arm, for the love of God. I'M SORRY! Sheesh, what do I have to do to get back in his good graces?
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Date: 2004-01-30 07:48 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-01-30 08:22 pm (UTC)It's not fair that I can't do this anymore, and it's even less fair making you do it every weekend.
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Date: 2004-01-30 09:39 pm (UTC)I'll miss ya! We'll keep in touch. :-)
A sad day
Date: 2004-01-30 07:56 pm (UTC)Sigh, good luck on doing what you have to do hun.
Luv ya! *hugs*
"Live life, Regret nothing"
Re: A sad day
Date: 2004-01-30 08:19 pm (UTC)Re: A sad day
Date: 2004-01-30 11:57 pm (UTC)Luv ya.
"Live life, Regret nothing"