a disclaimer
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hollybrookeI realize that I do have friends. I'm just not one of those people who is willing to open up to others quickly, and I'm not used to having a close support circle. I'm just going through one of those emo-as-fuck stages. (Either that, or it's PMS.) If anyone feels the need to smack some sense into me, feel free to. It's just I don't feel particularly close to anyone I've befriended involved in Rocky so far. I hear about how Rachel and Wally got to be very good friends, and it makes me a little jealous that at least she had someone to buddy around with before he moved. (Thank goodness he'll be visiting soon.)
I've found out that I've suddenly gotten very weird about anyone touching me if I'm not in the mood to be touched. Guess who stopped by to pick up the present for Paul and Hilary's wedding? Dan. Why does he feel like he has to be so damn touchy-feely with me?! Why did he HUG me? We are NOT close anymore; does he realize this? And if it's a direct come-on like he's trying to win me back...FORGET IT. Been there, done that. Don't really want to be involved much with him anymore. He and I just clash on so many different levels. Seriously, if such a strait-laced normal guy could hurt me like that, I don't have much hope for any other guy out there. Why didn't I just listen to Justice and just cut him out of my life a long time ago? Why is he clinging onto a friendship that he is killing with kindness and clinginess? Why did I even agree to stay friends with him anyway? I wish he would just leave me alone sometimes.
I've found out that I've suddenly gotten very weird about anyone touching me if I'm not in the mood to be touched. Guess who stopped by to pick up the present for Paul and Hilary's wedding? Dan. Why does he feel like he has to be so damn touchy-feely with me?! Why did he HUG me? We are NOT close anymore; does he realize this? And if it's a direct come-on like he's trying to win me back...FORGET IT. Been there, done that. Don't really want to be involved much with him anymore. He and I just clash on so many different levels. Seriously, if such a strait-laced normal guy could hurt me like that, I don't have much hope for any other guy out there. Why didn't I just listen to Justice and just cut him out of my life a long time ago? Why is he clinging onto a friendship that he is killing with kindness and clinginess? Why did I even agree to stay friends with him anyway? I wish he would just leave me alone sometimes.
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hmmmm
Date: 2004-01-12 05:03 am (UTC)But hey, boojie is a shy one despite all outward appearances. But once the connection is made and i know that you are my friend ia ma loyal friend who will do anything in my power to help you in times of need.
Hell i took a brick to the right side of my face through a car window once for someone.
Never did heal right.
LOL thats why face is so fubar.
But hey hun, seriously, you can beleive me or not beleive me. I want to be your friend.
I would like norhing better then to be a good friend to everyone, but i know that will not happen,.... Or will it?
Mwa-ha-ha-ha-ha!
But i am going to go now before this response becomes as long as one of my entries lol.
Holly my dear. I can be oone the best friends you can have, hell, so could many others. All you have to do is take that first step and let us in.
Love ya!
Boojie
Re: hmmmm
Date: 2004-01-12 11:11 am (UTC)never were any hun
Date: 2004-01-12 06:09 pm (UTC)Just letting you know that someone does care. it is my lot in life lol.
I always care and care and listen. was not until some of you came into my life that anyone listened to me.
But you are a sweet heart lol. I love your attitude. it is so interchangeable lol.
But enough, i will talk to you later hun.
Love ya.