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I'm going to KILL that selfish turd
Apr. 21st, 2008 08:34 amBear with me for the next month or so. I haven't been able to get to the computer to check email or do jack shit in the last week. Mainly because Hunter decided to be a greedy, selfish shit and get high-speed. With this, he decided to move the main computer into his room and hook it up so he can play his precious XBox with the Internet connection.
AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!
Along with this...convinced that I'm hogging up a lot of the space on the damn computer and the main reason why the initial dial-up connection is so slow (I call bullshit; I think a lot of his precious videogaming crap is the culprit here)...he has also deleted a crapload of my stuff (resumé drafts, saved papers from classes, etc.) that I didn't even have a chance to back up. He didn't even ask my opinions or thoughts into his decision. He just decided to be a selfish, greedy pig because he just neeeeeeded that high-speed connection in HIS room, dammit!
So....*le sigh*....I'm back on the crap-tastic Micron PC. "Crap-tastic" because it still operates on Windows ME, for crying out loud. But this is for the time being, anyway. I called up Dell and had them send out a catalog of their software so in the not-so-distant future, I can order a new computer. (And I'm actually looking to get a laptop this time instead of a desktop PC. But it'll be a good couple of months before I do that; May is coming up, which means I'll have to plunk down $600 for car insurance, $100 for licence plate renewal, and topping it all off with another wonderful car payment!) What kills me is while Hunter is waiting for Comcast to get back to complete installing his precious high-speed Internet, he's getting on THIS piece o' crap and using it to troll around on the Internet. Screw that! Guess what I'm doing right now? Deleting all of his gaming crap that he had saved on here before we got the Dell in the first place. Buh-byeeeeee, Grand Theft Auto/Metal Gear Solid roms!!! *devilish smile on face*
While in the process of cleaning out this 'puter, I ran across a link to Zero's old Metaphysix website. Deleted! I have no time for losers. Kevin told me he heard he and that Kristen whats-her-face that he gave me the shaft over (TWICE) were getting married. *pfft* Whateva. Good for them. I hope he's happy with her, since he pissed me off good just for her sake. He is the sole reason why I will just back away from any future Pink Invader reunions (which is sad, because I made a lot of good friendships during my time with the Pink Invaders) because he pretty much killed my spirit and ruined it for me. I don't want to be held responsible for anything that I might do to him.
I've been doing more ruminating about it since Kevin said that (he should've just kept his mouth shut), but I've been putting off even thinking about it for so long, and it's been coming up even more and more lately that it HAS to be addressed. And I'm going to be completely honest about how I feel about all of that, now that it's ended. I let myself get too attached. I really liked him, as a friend, and I probably should've known better than to develop a crush on him and let the flirtation go on as long as it did. He made me look and feel like a goddamned fool in the end, not once but TWICE. He embarrassed me. So I did the best thing I knew how to do...I retaliated. I gave up on him. I froze him out of my life. Friend? I'm sorry, but friends don't do that shit to each other. And you know....I tried to be civil about it, but he had to be the immature asshole he was and always will be to me. So if anyone wants to call my actions ---freezing him out, refusing to have anything to do with him, giving up--"psycho bitch"-like (as he called me a psycho bitch)...then go ahead. I call what I did back the best (and only) way to deal with an embarrassed and broken heart.
*tangent* Wow, I did go on about that! In other news that's been pissing me off...just when I thought I was off of audit at work, they're putting me back on. Apparently, my till on Saturday came up $20 short. I was on audit for a frickin' month since I got back from Alabama (I rechecked my calendar; it was indeed a month), and now they want to throw me back on?! Who knows how long it'll be this time. But I'm pretty angry about it. So, when I'm done on the computer, I'm going to organize my thoughts about this audit-nonsense and I'm calling my union representative. I feel like I'm being unfairly targeted at this point.
AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!
Along with this...convinced that I'm hogging up a lot of the space on the damn computer and the main reason why the initial dial-up connection is so slow (I call bullshit; I think a lot of his precious videogaming crap is the culprit here)...he has also deleted a crapload of my stuff (resumé drafts, saved papers from classes, etc.) that I didn't even have a chance to back up. He didn't even ask my opinions or thoughts into his decision. He just decided to be a selfish, greedy pig because he just neeeeeeded that high-speed connection in HIS room, dammit!
So....*le sigh*....I'm back on the crap-tastic Micron PC. "Crap-tastic" because it still operates on Windows ME, for crying out loud. But this is for the time being, anyway. I called up Dell and had them send out a catalog of their software so in the not-so-distant future, I can order a new computer. (And I'm actually looking to get a laptop this time instead of a desktop PC. But it'll be a good couple of months before I do that; May is coming up, which means I'll have to plunk down $600 for car insurance, $100 for licence plate renewal, and topping it all off with another wonderful car payment!) What kills me is while Hunter is waiting for Comcast to get back to complete installing his precious high-speed Internet, he's getting on THIS piece o' crap and using it to troll around on the Internet. Screw that! Guess what I'm doing right now? Deleting all of his gaming crap that he had saved on here before we got the Dell in the first place. Buh-byeeeeee, Grand Theft Auto/Metal Gear Solid roms!!! *devilish smile on face*
While in the process of cleaning out this 'puter, I ran across a link to Zero's old Metaphysix website. Deleted! I have no time for losers. Kevin told me he heard he and that Kristen whats-her-face that he gave me the shaft over (TWICE) were getting married. *pfft* Whateva. Good for them. I hope he's happy with her, since he pissed me off good just for her sake. He is the sole reason why I will just back away from any future Pink Invader reunions (which is sad, because I made a lot of good friendships during my time with the Pink Invaders) because he pretty much killed my spirit and ruined it for me. I don't want to be held responsible for anything that I might do to him.
I've been doing more ruminating about it since Kevin said that (he should've just kept his mouth shut), but I've been putting off even thinking about it for so long, and it's been coming up even more and more lately that it HAS to be addressed. And I'm going to be completely honest about how I feel about all of that, now that it's ended. I let myself get too attached. I really liked him, as a friend, and I probably should've known better than to develop a crush on him and let the flirtation go on as long as it did. He made me look and feel like a goddamned fool in the end, not once but TWICE. He embarrassed me. So I did the best thing I knew how to do...I retaliated. I gave up on him. I froze him out of my life. Friend? I'm sorry, but friends don't do that shit to each other. And you know....I tried to be civil about it, but he had to be the immature asshole he was and always will be to me. So if anyone wants to call my actions ---freezing him out, refusing to have anything to do with him, giving up--"psycho bitch"-like (as he called me a psycho bitch)...then go ahead. I call what I did back the best (and only) way to deal with an embarrassed and broken heart.
*tangent* Wow, I did go on about that! In other news that's been pissing me off...just when I thought I was off of audit at work, they're putting me back on. Apparently, my till on Saturday came up $20 short. I was on audit for a frickin' month since I got back from Alabama (I rechecked my calendar; it was indeed a month), and now they want to throw me back on?! Who knows how long it'll be this time. But I'm pretty angry about it. So, when I'm done on the computer, I'm going to organize my thoughts about this audit-nonsense and I'm calling my union representative. I feel like I'm being unfairly targeted at this point.
