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Three straight days full of absolute crap. Feel like anything I put forth some sort of effort into just ends up mocking me in the dace. Feel that family members take me for granted, and that friends take advantage of me. Feel that I can't get ahead in life. Feel like people who I thought I could count on or depend on just totally abandon me for no good reason.

Wait...add that up...feels more like two weeks instead of just three straight days.

















I need to go to New York.

I need some lovin'.

I need a hug.