..........I get it, but I don't get it.

I get that there are people out there that reeeeeeally want me to just drop my problems and do the Rocky Horror-thing again at the Art. And believe me, I'd love to....but it's not that easy. I know what Fester said to me the other night was for my own best interest, but it's still not good enough for me. I hate having to hold a grudge, but if you're a friend of mine and you do something pretty shitty to ruin my trust in you....then it's hard for me to let go of that grudge.

Because from what I've learned in life....especially where certain family members are concerned (like Grandma Cozie, for example)...you can forgive someone, but they STILL won't change, no matter what. They're still going to let you down someway, somehow.

The point I'm trying to make is, I'm not a pushover. I don't want people to think of me as a pushover, and if I have to be a stubborn bitch about certain things, then you're just going to have to deal.





Regardless.....I'm re-re-reconsidering re-joining cast.